time is the remedy

before he slps,he needs to relieve this chunk of memory in here albeit the fact that he’s freakin tired/jaded.

~just felt like it was yesterday we cousins all went/rush to sec school together in the early morning, now she’s already married ! unbelievable and how swift time flies. im proud of her, prays she has an awesome and prosperous life ahead. i love my cousins.~

sighs..this isn’t easy;it hurts, & drains the mind and emotion. he’s jst not gd enough. confusing much. ;(

lampcalculatormug feat. mindstudybreak

nw that’s cool vibrato by the lass. support ur local talents/music!

bck to work.bahh i dreamt of someone again,unexpectedly. 

Was Fehler habe ich getan?

dang it,i’ve never felt this dispirited/down before.its like the soul’s empty and all the body parts are made of metals,IC chips and screws with only a damaged/sunken heart that assures that im still human.

oh i finally found this!~

full-leash moment

  Isn’t it amazing when u realised u fell ill twice in a space of 2 wks?just that the 2nd illness was a lot more intense and got u bed-ridden for 3 1/2 days; missing sch and lots of other things.besides the obvious issue of having to play catching up,u need to get the body and mind back to working/brilliant state.u need to recover the weight,white blood cells,momentum,confidence,etc that u’ve lost.and that needs TIME.but when it’s in a phase where everything starts to get intense and more challenging,the ‘recovery period’ seems meaningless.sometimes u just feel like relenting and drown in the sea of total madness.

i gave a weak front kick and got a big blow in my face,just when i thought i’ve almost recovered from the virus.and i screwed up again moments later,strangely foolish.hope it wasn’t as bad as i thought.i hear my projects/notes warning+threatening me…

…II

im sitting near the verandah reading an article and trying to complete my sch projects,albeit the fact that it’s 2.30am.i got distracted/bored,hence the typing of these words.well,maybe i shall stop writing in this memorable/historical wordpad and withdraw into my shell,like a hermit. 

i scrolled from the first post to the last,i saw the product of my objective;to archive some things online lest it may fade away with age/time.of course,more things had happened and will happen but you’ll never know what the future holds.only God,the All-Knowing,knows and thus,to Him ill always ask for mercy and help.

im bewildered by certain issues.from social to political ones,etc.(in the bckground,93.8 is discussing abt marital issues,school,gambling,etc!).i ask,why do some tend to reach a conclusion/contribute an idea even w/o knowing anything abt that particular topic.or simply,an idea/stand shld be backed with evidence or rational reasons,only then the related parties could benefit and avoid unnecessary problems.besides,it doesnt require 1000KJ to ask or even think!

case study:israel’s attack on Palestine (below elaborate my thoughts better)

Into the Abyss: Gaza and the Crisis of Political Morality

Gaza: In The Hangman’s Rope 

If he who knows not would simply remain silent, disputation would stop. – Socrates

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inspirasiku,realiti/fantasi?

Sewaktu dlm perjalanan pulang dlm mrt,gerabak yg kunaiki lalu di stesen Admiralty.Secara kebetulan,seorang gadis yg kelihatan familiar (mungkin dlm mimpi),berdiri di platform luar,menanti utk memasuki kabin sebelah.Pertama kali,mataku tertarik pada wajahnya,seakan seperti berbangsa kacukan.walaupun sekilas saja,ku tahu hatiku berdebar punya sebab.lebih memeranjatkan lagi,beliau keluar di stesen yg sama dgnku.kucuba menghampirinya tapi ternyata beliau begitu pantas hingga ku terpaksa melihatnya pergi dari pandanganku.