Isn’t it amazing when u realised u fell ill twice in a space of 2 wks?just that the 2nd illness was a lot more intense and got u bed-ridden for 3 1/2 days; missing sch and lots of other things.besides the obvious issue of having to play catching up,u need to get the body and mind back to working/brilliant state.u need to recover the weight,white blood cells,momentum,confidence,etc that u’ve lost.and that needs TIME.but when it’s in a phase where everything starts to get intense and more challenging,the ‘recovery period’ seems meaningless.sometimes u just feel like relenting and drown in the sea of total madness.
i gave a weak front kick and got a big blow in my face,just when i thought i’ve almost recovered from the virus.and i screwed up again moments later,strangely foolish.hope it wasn’t as bad as i thought.i hear my projects/notes warning+threatening me…
