i just feel like writing now to alleviate these thoughts.i’ll delete these when i feel it’s no longer impt to be archived here.
When im down,i love sitting alone on the slope and looking at the stars at night.the beauty and mystery of the twinkling stars just blow me away.it’s as if trying its best to speak to and console the troubled…
looking at those amazing creations of God the Almighty,Praises be upon Him,i feel a lot better.it somehow encourages/reminds me to be grateful and wakes me up.sometimes ill self-reflect and realise how much wrong and sins ive done.i know its not easy to be impeccable,im just an ordinary person.sometimes i get too engrossed with worldly matters till i forget abt my real purpose in life,my responsibilities as a Muslim.i forget that the world is impermanent.and the challenges i face everyday,sometimes i forget that these are meant to test my faith and shows that God loves me.He will never test His creations with something that is beyond his/her capability.and certain issues that happened,i know only God knows the real extent of it,He’s All-Knowing.and anything that happens,theres certainly wisdom behind it.there’re so much more i need to learn and improve.i know it’s not easy,there’ll always be sinkholes or pitfalls,but i have to keep working,insha-Allah ill become a better person.and yes,i just can’t please everyone.
add the tranquillity,silence and coolness of the night,it’s simply breathtaking…
